I'm okay
Mistakes were made last night and I can see how drinking alone is a slippery slope. When drinking with one's self your only measurement tool is dwindling supply. If you are a bit of a neat freak this becomes problematic as you don't usually leave dead soldiers out in a row and harder stuff gets stored so you aren't staring at the progress. Binging a show doesn't help because some programming can actually alter the flow of time. To sum up, no idea when I went to bed and the best guess as to quantity consumed is a lot.
I earned every ounce of this morning's pain plus it has a side benefit of taking my mind away from all else. Once I felt I was no longer in danger of a lingering under the influence citation I ventured out in search of system resetting sausage McMuffins. That was an hour ago and I think I just sacrificed those two sandwiches to an internal volcano. I was hoping for better results because I need to venture out of her and secure some supplies. It could wait until tomorrow but depending on internal developments the situation could get dicey.
I just wanted a way to mark myself as safe because I got a couple texts of concern from those who knew what was happening. Last night I did some dangerous Facebooking and thought about actually marking myself safe. The only way I know that is when I picked up this iPad I was on some Facebook disaster page and my search history revealed that I was trying to figure out how to just randomly do just that. Luckily you need to be in an actual disaster to mark yourself as such so I avoided that little cringe.
FYI the two other searches that stuck out were "best bourbon to mix with Diet Coke" and "liquor delivery near me" I am very thankful that little thought river dried up.