Forfuxsake I have had enough of whatever is going on right now in existence. Everything just seems a bit out of whack and it has for the last week or so. This morning I was greeted by a phone call you never want to get “Dad, I was just in an accident.” Are you okay? Was anyone hurt? Where are you right now? What happened?
He was forced into the guardrail heading down the highway and the other driver just kept going. He took the first exit and stopped in a parking lot and called. Vehicle doesn’t successfully go more than 20mph without audible protestation. I could give a shit about the car as long as he’s okay but with something like that happening he is understandably all over the place. Worried about work and what he will drive. Worried about cost. He just spent $1,000 on the car 2 days ago. Never fun when someone you love is going through it and even worse when you’re this far away…
I’m waiting on a rental car place to call me back so I’m typing this to burn off some mental frustration. Also, I am preventing myself from crawling down an astrological rabbit hole as I look up shit I don’t really believe in to help me wrap my brain on whatever the hell is happening. I know this is just life but when shit stacks up it gets harder to get fixing. Once he gets the car in motion of getting repaired I’ll fell a little better… and in a rare timing coincidence I will be in town tomorrow so I can help him where possible.
Don’t be surprised if I do start believing in some weird astrological/voodoo/hocuspocus of some kind because I feel like the universe is telling me to move back closer to my people…. SHIT, I get it. I’m working on it. Big changes coming and that begins on Wednesday the 8th. I am finally taking my own advice and taking control of a shituation (that new word is going to be a t-shirt) and I’ll write about that bridge once I cross it. As a clue I’ll leave you with a quote by Dan Nielsen…
Don’t blame a clown for acting like a clown. Ask yourself why you keep going to the circus.